Best of You

Confession...

I just lightly cut.

Why?

I don't know.

I have gained a hunger.

A few months ago I realized I am addicted to self-harm.

I stopped cutting altogether.

I cut ONCE for depressed reasons

I cut ONCE because I was feeling the need for it.

Now I've done it again.

It may seem stupid.

It's addictive. 

My arm hurts like hell.

But I cut lightly.

I AM PROUD OF MYSELF

I AM PROUD OF MYSELF

I AM PROUD OF MYSELF

Even though I cut...

It hasn't even been 15 minutes and they're already healing.

I may have one or two scars in the morning...

but it is better than 30.

We can get through this. 

I will be another month clean.

I swear.

HERES A PICTURE OF ME AS A BABY
BYE